Alesana - Early Mourning [Lyrics]

RIP Pawpaw Charles.. I will never forget your smiling face. We shared alot of memories together that I will cherish for the rest of my life. I can't believe it has almost been a year since you left this world. You will forever have a place in my heart and I can't wait to see you again that one beautiful day. Sometimes I wish I could just have one more day with you, get one last hug, one last kiss, and to hear you sing "Sweet Fern" to me. I love you Pawpaw!

Asking Alexandria - Moving On Lyrics

For All Those Sleeping-One Kiss (Lyrics)

You texted me this Christmas season and you said you wanted to be with me this Christmas, but I should've known you would lie again, But if one kiss could change anything, would it have made you stay with me? I know I don't want to turn away from you, but if it means that things would be better that way, then so be it. Good luck in life!

Flyleaf - Broken Wings Lyrics

To Someone who has always been there for me..for 14 years we have had a kind of relationship that you can't break..honestly I realize now I was wrong. But I still want to THANK YOU..I wanna thank you for being such a friend to me. We've made countless memories together. We've made each other laugh, smile, cry, and sometimes even mad at each other. At the end of the day, we always made up. Since we started college, our bond has broke. You went your separate way and I stayed here. For days I would wonder if you were gonna forget me, until I saw that my thought was true, You settled in with someone who you believe that is your soulmate, best friend, and girlfriend. It honestly hit me that once you found that person, you shut me out of your life. So now I'm moving on with mine, you're moving on with yours, until we see each other again out in the open, I send you best wishes Anthony Jordyn Propst!

Thank you for being
Such a friend to me;
Oh, I pray a friend for life.
And have I ever told you
How much you mean to me?
Oh, you're everything to me
I'm thinking all the time,
How to tell you what I feel,
I'm contemplating phrases...
I'm gazing at eternity;
I am floating in serenity...

And I am so lost for words.
And I am so overwhelmed.

Please don't go just yet.
Can we stay a moment please?
We can dance together;
We can dance forever.

Under your stars tonight,
And I am so overwhelmed.

So close your eyes,
But don't dream too deep.
And please pass me some memories.
And when I fall you're underneath
A thousand broken hearts,
Carried by a thousand broken wings.

A thousand broken wings

This Song.....

This song speaks to me in so many ways. I have people to pick me up whenever I am down and they do it out of love.. They know how to get me back on my feet, but there is one person out there that this song is for and I hope wherever he is that he knows this is for him.

College Take #2

well i just now realized how much i haven't been blogging. It's been almost a year since I have last posted about anything. I apologize for the waiting. Here is an update: I am now in my second semester of my Freshman year in college and I can't believe that next year I will be a sophomore. My classes have been a challenge and I've came across the decision of changing my major from Nursing to Dental Assistant. Having to have all those classes just for one field was tough and stressful. I feel like this field is a better field for me and I have done some praying over the past couple days and I just have a feeling in my heart that this is a better decision and path for me to take. I recently had a job as a cashier at my local grocery store. It was a good learning experience, but I know there was something better for me. I am currently looking for another job, still going to school, but still looking. Hope to be updating more soon....XoXo <3